Chapter 13 - The One With The Running Nose

It's a bummed week afterall. I spent most of the time on my bed since i got this flu. Skarang ni pon masih berhingus hidung akibat byk sgt bersin. Aku dah naik malas nak makan soluble ataupon panadol walaupon telah di'sponsor' oleh room mate aku. Pendek kata aku lebih suka baring atas katil dan tunggu aku sembuh sendiri. Nasib baik member aku kasi f.r.i.e.n.d.s dari season 1 sampai habis. Skang nih baru nak masuk season 6. Sedar x sedar aku dah attached ngan cerita tu. Mana x nye, tengok dari pagi sampai ke malam pastu sambung lagi sampai ke pagi. Rasa cam x sanggup nak tengok ending dia sbb lepas tu dah xde sambungan dia lagi. No wonder la Matthew Perry nangis masa finale nyer recording. U happened to do the same thing everyday over the years, it's like a daily routine of having fun with frens (sape xnak?), then u know that things going to change. Have the idea of being apart with your frens that u used to see everyday. It's sad actually. But hey, aku nak tau gak apa yang terjadi antara Ross ngan Rachel and of course the rest of the frens. So, kena gak tengok season finale tu. T_T

Aku plan nak gi Cyberjaya last Tuesday, tapi x kesampaian sebab selsema. Nak gi hantar CD anime as well as pinjam apa2 cerita yang dia ada. Aku bukannya tau camne nak gi Cyber dari Shah Alam. Aku tanya membe aku yang tinggal kat Putrajaya pon dia x tau camne nak explain. Katanya, masuk highway kat Batu Tiga, cari sign board Putrajaya/Cyberjaya, then kalau nanti lalu highway yang jauh mata memandang maka betul lah jalan tu. Itu la kalau orang laki yang explain. Straight to the point habis. Langsung xde elaboration. Kalau pompuan lak, they won't try to miss a single detail pon. Jumpa traffic light tu, sign board ni, flyover tu, pasu bunga ni, even kalau diorang tau berapa bilangan tiang lampu sepanjang jalan pon diorang akan kasitau just utk si petanya ni faham. Hmm...cenggini lagi senang kalau aku gerak dari gombak je. Masuk MRR2 pastu masuk bila nampak sign board Cyber/Putra.

Btw, my brother's wedding Ahad ni. Sesape yang nak datang, sila2kanla datang. Chow

Chapter 12 - The Brave Men Win

I wonder how horoscope can be soo accurate. Well, not all the time but most of it I found the predictions really happened. I read this monthly horoscope at some local magazine and amusingly, it do have similarities with things going on around me. But I was taught not to believe these kind of things. I wonder, do they really did some research on it, or they just making this up? Katakan aku cakap, sesape zodiak saggi akan ada masalah dengan duit bulan ni. Then sok lusa maybe dia hilang duit or nak beli barang tapi xde duit or kawan mintak hutang tapi xde duit nak bayar. Things that often happen. Pastu bila dia baca horoscope tu, maybe dia cakap,"Wow, they're damn good". Really, aku x brape percaya dan x sangat x percaya. Coz sometime, aku rasa sronok baca horoscope tuh dan compare dengan apa yang berlaku kat aku.

Have u ever stumble upon a cute girl who happened to walk @ date with some "definitely u look better than him" kind of guy? Happened to me a lot. Not that I'm not seeing someone, but when that happened, it's kinda struck me. "Kenapa la pilih mamat tu... muka cam tongkang pecah...Kenapa tak pilih orang cam...aku ke?"(oh gosh! Hope she didn't read this). Actually, not applied to all guys. Ye la... lain orang, lain la tahap ke'hensem'an dia. Cuma certain2 kes bila awek tu cam langit yang cerah sambil burung2 berkicau merdu terbang bebas dan balak tu lak cam kerak bumi. Sesape yang terasa tu hope x terasa lepas baca next sentences. Bagi aku walaupun muka x berapa mengizinkan, tapi aku respek diorang sebab berani. Kalau x berani nak ayat, x dapat la awek cenggitu rite? Maybe mamat tu tau camne nak susun ayat, tau camne nak hiburkan minah tu, tau camne nak maintain dan especially have the courage to approach her. Yang minah2 lak bukan sumenya suka kat Brad Pitt ataupon Collin Farrel, tapi ada gak yang tergila-gilakan Rosyam Nor atau kat Zamarul. Pendek kata selera x sume pompuan same. Tapi bila tanya, katanya rupa x penting la...yang penting hati dan hormat kehendak dia la, walaupon hakikatnya rupa masih salah satu aspek yang dititikberatkan. So, pada lelaki yang agak2 x lepas standard pompuan ni bleh la start pakai krim pencerah muka ke, pupur jerawat ke atau jamu langsing perut (utk certain2 kes, cam aku ke..Huhuhuhu). Jangan lak pakai cover powder, lipstick ataupon cukur bulu kening. Dah lain cerita tu.

Kayla, ingatkan nak cerita pasal seminar BTN yang aku attend pagi tadi, tapi rasa malas lak nak menaip lagi. Aloha...

Chapter 11 - The Frustrated Me

*sigh*... I just finished my assessment test. I only managed to get 95.7 over 100. Crap! Even it is an open-book + tiru-meniru test, I still cannot score a full mark. Sangkut kat subnet nyer question. Apa-apa jelah. This kind of test will be given right after we finish a chapter. I think there's 8++ chapters and all of them going to contribute only 10%. So rite now, my final score would be approximately 0.9/100 (markah sblm ambik final + projek + written test + assessment test yang lain). T_T

I realize that I'm a short tempered guy. But the thing is, I never channel it rightly. Define "channel it rightly". Biasanya, kalau seseorang dah panas giler, dia akan samaada menggunakan kekerasan fizikal ataupun kekerasan suaranya (maki hamun + carut-carutan) untuk meredakan kepanasannya. Tapi aku biasanya simpan je. Aku akan jadi diam sangat2 which mean, I tend not to show it. Sometimes, ada split second nyer action mcm nak hayun penumbuk ke (but of course x tumbuk la). Ada lak, aku jerit kuat2 dalam kereta. Jenis jerit sampai nak keluar anak tekak. Like yesterday, I was pissed by my fella bballer fren. He was makin fun of me and do things that I'm not quite comfy bout it. Aku marah sangat sampai aku yang ceria ni jadi pendiam sangat. Then there was the split second action follow through. Agaknye dia dah sedar trus dia mintak maaf. Aku lak bukan jenis suka bermasam muka lama2. Although masih sakit hati, tapi seminggu-dua nanti ok la. Hmmm...aku crite nih mcm cerita budak kecik lak. Tapi kat sape lagi aku nak cerita....

Aiseh, minah depan meja aku nih muka cam anding la. Dengar slang cam dari Sabah/Sarawak. Ntah2 adik dia kot. Hehehehe.... Tapi cun jugak. Not exactly cam anding la, tapi ada la rupa sket2. Nampaknya sume org dalam lab nih dah abih buat test tu dan sebok surf intenet. Ala...waktu lecturer tgh mengajar pon kitorang diam2 surf internet. Kata dah ada PC depan mata, free internet lak tu... sape xnak. tapi sayangnya, aku x leh nak bukak torrent site dan MiRC. Memang admin dah configure block mende2 nih kot. Takut sangat kitorang d/load mende bukan2.

Ah, lecturer aku officially menamatkan sesi test ni dan kata bleh balik walaupon ada 30 min lagi. Pe lagi, chow a...

Chapter 10 - The White Flamingo

Waa.... penat betul la 2-3 hari ni. Buat urusan itu dan ini. Dari pendaftaran kursus (yang x setel2 lagi) sampai ke PTPTN (pon x setel2 lagi). Just now aku baru balik dari PJ. Jumpa my auntie utk mintak contoh kertaskerja yang aku kena buat. Well, I thought by escaping Kesatria and joining other Co-Cu activity would at least cut me off some slack. But things turn REALLY differently. I'm stuck with this project involving MBSA and I really want to do it right. So firstly, I need to prepare a proper worksheet for this upcoming event. That's why I went to meet my Aunt since her works involving a lots of proposals, worksheets and stuffs.

The picture above is our small fish pond in our front lawn. The picture looks nice rite? It looks like I put some touch on it or some picture effect on it but frankly speaking, I'm using some cheap digital camera my brother got for free somewhere I didn't remember and upload it on my PC. Huhuhu... never underestimate cheap stuffs.

By the way, I read this minutes ago from Yahoo;
" PARIS (Reuters) - France will start enrolling future Muslim prayer leaders into secular universities next autumn to teach them the law, civics and history they need to integrate, Interior Minister Dominique de Villepin said in an interview.

Paris will also offer continuing education to current imams, 75 percent of whom are not French citizens, he told the daily Le Parisien in the interview published on Tuesday. One-third of the 1,200 imams in France do not speak French, he said.

"This is not acceptable -- we should have French imams in France who speak French," he said.
Most of France's 5 million Muslims are of North African origin and many imams come directly from Arab countries to preach in France.

Promoting moderate Islam through education has emerged as a key issue in several European countries following the murder last month of Dutch filmmaker Theo van Gogh by a Moroccan-Dutch Muslim outraged by his frank criticism of Islam. "

Hmmm.... forget bout that filmmaker, the point is, European leaders start to recognize Islam in a good way I suppose and appreciate them. Though people might say that they MAYBE have other purposes by doing so, but it's a good turning point for Muslim people down there. Actually, there's muslims in M'sia yang takut bebenar dengan perkataan 'sekular' for the reason that I might found difficult to understand. They gradually divided knowlegde to 2 parts, religious knowledge such as fiqh, sunnah, aqidah etc... and secular knowledge. For me la kan... of course la kita kena dalami ilmu agama bcos that's something that we believe and hold; body and soul. But any other ilmu yang ada kat dunia ni pon datangnya dari Allah jugak. That's why kita kena belajar jugak ilmu2 yang lain. Tak gitu?

Bak kata, "belajar biar sampai ke negeri China', tapi aku sekadar sampai ke Shah Alam je, member aku yang lain2 lak ada sampai ke UK, US, Ukraine, Skudai, Ireland, Jepang, Korea, Australia, Cyberjaya... Ceh, saje je letak Skudai kat tgh2 list international. Hehehehe.... x kesah la....janji dapat ilmu kan.....

Chapter 9 - The Missing One

Ruffedge - Bila Rindu

Dikeheningan malam,
Termenung ku berseorang
Tak lena mata dipejam
Terdengar suara terngiang
Suara merdu yg disayang
Bagai kau didepan mata
Ku capai tapi tak kena
Sukarnya memendam rasa
Ingin ku luahkan kata

Korus:
Bila rindu,
Terkenang mu sayang, terasa sayu,
Syahdunya jiwa ku bila malam makin kelam,
Jauh terbang diri ku melayang,
Aku rindu,
Sentuhan mu, ku rasa sayu,
Inginkan jiwa mu selubungi jiwa ini,
Bawa ku dalam pelangi,
Melepasi batas diri ini.

Jauh angan ku lena
Kurasa kita bersama
Kau bawa daku kesana
Ke alam kisah yang lama
Kenangan didalam jiwa
Bila tersedar semula
Disisiku kau tiada
Sukarnya ku pendam rasa
Inginku luahkan semua

*ulang Korus

Sesungguhnya kita mestilah
Wujudkan sefahaman dan hormat menghormati
Ikhlas kasih
Sabar insyAllah kita akan
Bertemu semula

Aura yang memecah semesta
Menyampaikan pesan kesunyian dikala sendirian
Kesepian menyelubungi hari-hariku
Disajikan dalam doa-doa rindu
Yang menanti kau datang dan pergi
Seperti mimpi-mimpiku fantasiku
Bukan dongeng lagi yang sayup kedengaran
Disisi cuping
Di setiap corong lorong yang lohong
Benar... ku tak bohong
Bila hati menyanyi

*ulang Korus

Hohoho.... Sorry sebab lambat. Memandangkan kelas aku dah start, so mungkin seminggu skali je aku dapat merapu kat blog nih. Itupon MUNGKIN. My first class started on last Monday. Start2 je dah belajar math. Ntah mcm mana aku x dapat pengecualian kredit pon aku x tau. Semuanya dah belajar... set la, permutations & combinations la, logics la dan memacam lagi. Oh ya, aku amik 7 paper termasuk co-cu. To avoid Kesatria II, aku ngan member aku amik la kemahiran Jawi. Memula tu nak amik Web design, tapi diorang x kasi sebab aku dak course computer. So, nak enroll utk bantuan kecemasan sukan dah lambat lak. Full house. Hmmmm... Nampaknya terpaksa aku mengasah kemahiran berjawi aku yang sedia tumpul nih. Hahahaha... Aku ingat nak amik 3rd Language, tapi x cukup korum. So aku pikir, amik sem depan je la... This sem je, 3 paper aku jadik lone ranger. Amik sengsorang, yang lain semua dak2 yg aku x kenal. Nak buat camne, dari mula dah salah percaturan.

U guys must be wandered apsal aku letak lirik lagu jiwang nih. Actually, aku mmg suka dgn lagu nih although dah lama keluar. Cuma x pernah dengar kat radio je. Then, start aku dengar XFresh, diorang slalu pasang lagu nih. Kira masih baru kat telinga aku la lagu ni. By the way, aku salute la kat XFresh, coz I found that only 10% of songs they aired are International. The rest are made in M'sia. Mostly dari band2 Independence kat M'sia dan kumpulan2 yg tengah membina nama dalam bidang seni suara kat M'sia. CAYALAH....

OKla... I'm looking forward to the FA Final this coming weekend. Kedah ngan Perlis. Hijau kuning ngan singa utara. Ceh, nama xnak kalah.... Harap TV tunjuk live ke hape, kalau x memang hampeh la diorang. If media xnak support, sape lagi kan? Aku pon tertanya2, mana company2 besar kat M'sia nih utk menaja pasukan bolasepak kat M'sia? Kalau xkan kerna Dunhill, x tgk la bola M'sia walaupun persembahan diorang setiap minggu boleh dikatakan hambar memanjang. But, I do believe someday bolasepak M'sia akan capai kegemilangannya (kalau aku jadik coach la). Huhuhuhu...

Lagi satu, Man U -vs- Arsenal. Pagi sok. Aku cakap Man U, 2 - 1.... Hehehe, x kesah la apapon resultnyer janji Man U menang. Kay la, chow.